what happen today ??

I don't know why I'm late today, and don't know why we met on the G/F. In these day, when we met, just like this morning.....I choose to escape and pretend I didn't see you. But this morning....I feel happy ?? I know it's bcs I saw you and found that...I miss you wor !!?? I really don't know why ?? I know and understand that I need to be STRONG and I need to grow up.....and the most important things is I need to go ahead without you. But....I can't do that !!

This morning, I pray as usual....I ask GOD one question....is it the answer from GOD ?? I don't know....but what I know is...I still hope the unhappy things never happen.

I chat with fd thru email today, thanks for giving me many advice....my fd send me a song, actually sent me 3 songs. I know what you mean, and I know I should get away from him. From these 3 songs, I like the lyrics of ...."寧願滯留在此處　寧願叫時間中止".

Hahahah....fd....may I ask one more question ?? If the unhappy things never happen, are we still be happy ??