Suprise

Today... full of suprise and miracle !! I never thought that my boss allow me to apply the leave on this Friday afternoon. Thank GOD !!

Two days left, I work so hard today........and my lovely colleague give me a BIG HAND !! So sweet. I love them.

Tonight, I have my b'day dinner with my dearest....Wendy. How fat she is.........ooh.....she must keep fit la.....hahahah!! We have the Japanese food in Kwum Tong tonight....delicious !! So happy !! Before I met her, I was shocked in the bus stop. I never thought I met you here. Why it's raining today ?! If not, I must queue up and will not stay at that shop. I really...it's better to describe as....my hearts seems stop bumping. How sad are we. The day before, you choose to leave......but now, seems I choose to go. At that moment, I really don't know what to do. I really don't know what is the best options to us. I keep on praying, and today and at that moment.....it seems GOD's leading. However, I ask GOD why ?! I call Wendy at once......her advice was asking me to keep calm....Ooh....so difficult !! I also call Nicole....seems she is much shocked than me. She said I should say: Irreverence.........Ooh....she really cares about me. Thanks for her advice to me. I know you don't want me to fall into the trap. Thanks so much!! When I back home tonight, I suddenly ask GOD why my guardian angel disappear recently. Mig always be with me when things go wrong. But...tonight...he disappear. Nicole ask me to think deeply of my relationship with him and think deeply of what my choice is. Dear, it's really difficult to make up my mind. Somethings go wrong before, so I lose confidence. I started to forgive you, but you suddenly admit somethings to me. Maybe Wendy married for a long time.....her advice was so fresh to me. To me, everybody will left from me......some day. I never believe I will have a long term relationship. And I never thought that we'll be long long.... I also never thought that you choose to return.