又上briefing，又唔見左一朝，不過…都好，仲有唔多o既野！半箱姐…星期五仲有半朝，希望最後衝到啦！衝呀…
由琴晚到今朝，電話都無停過，其實，聽好還是唔聽好？！咁難揀？！但天父爸爸已幫我揀左，就係上完堂時，你已經好好咁問左我。原來我的唇語好左咁多，咁都完全讀得晒。真係唔知道要相信我繼續相信的，還是好似nicole咁講要放開你的手。好短的路，但已經問左咁多。希望一切都快d過，因為好怕仍是錯。似乎大家的角色對調左，我依家變左以前的你咁，老遠見到就好想走。其實禱告是要繼續，還是要停一停呢？曾經好迷信家姐所講，今日的景象佢一早就同我講左，da da都一早話過，不過當日還是相信我可以處理得到。到今日真係到了，但只係想逃避唔去處理多d。點好呢？！如果仍舊迷信地相信，咁將來就會好似家姐咁講，咁我仲咩仲要去處理呢？！但依家個問題卻係仍然存在，所有事已經在禱告上交上，不過天父爸爸卻仍要我自己去揀，咁難呢？！
仲有十一日又可以成個family陪我過我重要的一天啦！諗起都開心，希望這天快d到啦！都希望果日好好天啦！嘻…
星期三, 9月 30, 2009
星期二, 9月 29, 2009
Suprise
Today... full of suprise and miracle !! I never thought that my boss allow me to apply the leave on this Friday afternoon. Thank GOD !!
Two days left, I work so hard today........and my lovely colleague give me a BIG HAND !! So sweet. I love them.
Tonight, I have my b'day dinner with my dearest....Wendy. How fat she is.........ooh.....she must keep fit la.....hahahah!! We have the Japanese food in Kwum Tong tonight....delicious !! So happy !! Before I met her, I was shocked in the bus stop. I never thought I met you here. Why it's raining today ?! If not, I must queue up and will not stay at that shop. I really...it's better to describe as....my hearts seems stop bumping. How sad are we. The day before, you choose to leave......but now, seems I choose to go. At that moment, I really don't know what to do. I really don't know what is the best options to us. I keep on praying, and today and at that moment.....it seems GOD's leading. However, I ask GOD why ?! I call Wendy at once......her advice was asking me to keep calm....Ooh....so difficult !! I also call Nicole....seems she is much shocked than me. She said I should say: Irreverence.........Ooh....she really cares about me. Thanks for her advice to me. I know you don't want me to fall into the trap. Thanks so much!! When I back home tonight, I suddenly ask GOD why my guardian angel disappear recently. Mig always be with me when things go wrong. But...tonight...he disappear. Nicole ask me to think deeply of my relationship with him and think deeply of what my choice is. Dear, it's really difficult to make up my mind. Somethings go wrong before, so I lose confidence. I started to forgive you, but you suddenly admit somethings to me. Maybe Wendy married for a long time.....her advice was so fresh to me. To me, everybody will left from me......some day. I never believe I will have a long term relationship. And I never thought that we'll be long long.... I also never thought that you choose to return.
Two days left, I work so hard today........and my lovely colleague give me a BIG HAND !! So sweet. I love them.
Tonight, I have my b'day dinner with my dearest....Wendy. How fat she is.........ooh.....she must keep fit la.....hahahah!! We have the Japanese food in Kwum Tong tonight....delicious !! So happy !! Before I met her, I was shocked in the bus stop. I never thought I met you here. Why it's raining today ?! If not, I must queue up and will not stay at that shop. I really...it's better to describe as....my hearts seems stop bumping. How sad are we. The day before, you choose to leave......but now, seems I choose to go. At that moment, I really don't know what to do. I really don't know what is the best options to us. I keep on praying, and today and at that moment.....it seems GOD's leading. However, I ask GOD why ?! I call Wendy at once......her advice was asking me to keep calm....Ooh....so difficult !! I also call Nicole....seems she is much shocked than me. She said I should say: Irreverence.........Ooh....she really cares about me. Thanks for her advice to me. I know you don't want me to fall into the trap. Thanks so much!! When I back home tonight, I suddenly ask GOD why my guardian angel disappear recently. Mig always be with me when things go wrong. But...tonight...he disappear. Nicole ask me to think deeply of my relationship with him and think deeply of what my choice is. Dear, it's really difficult to make up my mind. Somethings go wrong before, so I lose confidence. I started to forgive you, but you suddenly admit somethings to me. Maybe Wendy married for a long time.....her advice was so fresh to me. To me, everybody will left from me......some day. I never believe I will have a long term relationship. And I never thought that we'll be long long.... I also never thought that you choose to return.
星期一, 9月 28, 2009
Count down...321
Three more days to go !! Fight for it !! Ooh....ooh.... when can I stop ? Wednesday will be my deadline. I think this also the date of mine....hahah !! Why I still listen to your advice ?? If I give up now, what the results will be ?? Really many many ????? on my mind.
I really want to stop for a while.......coz I want to listen from ....
I really want to stop for a while.......coz I want to listen from ....
星期五, 9月 25, 2009
Last and this week
So busy !! Why am I so busy ?? I really want to take rest. I started to wake up early in the morning, say 4am. Pressure again ? maybe....Ooh......
When I wake up, I started to pray, to pray and to pray....very nice. In the past, I can only spend an hour to pray. But these few weeks, I got almost 3 hours. I treasure the moment, bcs these 3 hours are far away from the ugly world.
I like the word "TREASURE", but seems my fds disagreed. I adivce my fd to TREASURE, but he didn't. I advice another fd to TREAUSURE, but he refused. Why the ppls around me suddenly.....became stubbon !! The reasons was due to they really stubbon, or bcs we're getting old ??
I really miss those happy days in the last week. So many lovely faces saying "happy birthday" to me. I still remember this happy moment. It's ....very nice. I don't mind where we ate, where we celebrate, but just hope we can all sitting together. It's really long long time that we're not altogether. And we can do it......eventually ! So happy !! The friendship for over 20 years.....Ooh.....really great !! I really want to know why our group can keep for so long ....hehehe !!
I received the email from my secondary school yesterday, it said CARMEL was 45th anniversay next month. Wow.....that means I knew Mig and R sun for 20 years la !! Ooh...great !! I really have to say I'm old la !!
I suddenly met many "old fds" this month. Even we're getting old and all over 30 something, but we all still look young. It's really a nice gift from GOD. We all can keep for age 20 something. That's good. Even we are all getting in the hard time, we still can keep well.
Firework.....I couldn't see this year. No ar....I really want to see it. I watch the competition every year, but this year.....Oh no.....wondering why ??
When I wake up, I started to pray, to pray and to pray....very nice. In the past, I can only spend an hour to pray. But these few weeks, I got almost 3 hours. I treasure the moment, bcs these 3 hours are far away from the ugly world.
I like the word "TREASURE", but seems my fds disagreed. I adivce my fd to TREASURE, but he didn't. I advice another fd to TREAUSURE, but he refused. Why the ppls around me suddenly.....became stubbon !! The reasons was due to they really stubbon, or bcs we're getting old ??
I really miss those happy days in the last week. So many lovely faces saying "happy birthday" to me. I still remember this happy moment. It's ....very nice. I don't mind where we ate, where we celebrate, but just hope we can all sitting together. It's really long long time that we're not altogether. And we can do it......eventually ! So happy !! The friendship for over 20 years.....Ooh.....really great !! I really want to know why our group can keep for so long ....hehehe !!
I received the email from my secondary school yesterday, it said CARMEL was 45th anniversay next month. Wow.....that means I knew Mig and R sun for 20 years la !! Ooh...great !! I really have to say I'm old la !!
I suddenly met many "old fds" this month. Even we're getting old and all over 30 something, but we all still look young. It's really a nice gift from GOD. We all can keep for age 20 something. That's good. Even we are all getting in the hard time, we still can keep well.
Firework.....I couldn't see this year. No ar....I really want to see it. I watch the competition every year, but this year.....Oh no.....wondering why ??
星期二, 9月 22, 2009
星期一, 9月 14, 2009
星期日, 9月 13, 2009
Merry Saturday Night
已經完全放棄再溫，時間差不多，都係時候要停止了。又打風了，十年前又係咁，貴人招風雨，應該係咁講啦！咁快又十年了，十年前正日直頭係十號風球，希望今年個風快d走啦！其實十年內都好多時係這幾日附近打風，嗯…好衰架！！
今年係第二年係香港過，感覺係…好唔想！舊年唔去旅行都無咩特別，不過適逢今年發生左太多事，真係好想離開去走個轉。最起碼唔使為左食番餐飯都搞出咁多事出來。今年都食得太多，或許天父爸爸叫我又再學習安靜。唔再出聲同唔好食咁多會係幾好。由升職開始，我都肥左好多啦！！減肥減肥…
琴日返完團契食完飯，好開心咁落左去金鐘，同一個好朋友、一個跟我同年同月同日、仲要一齊叫做Mandy的好朋友一同慶生日，加埋同一班小學同學過左一個超級咁high的晚上，飲飲…飲到天光。好high呀！大家都好高興，不過飲得太多，無停過咁飲到成五點幾…死囉！！個頭好痛呀…仲有係訓唔到囉…仲有就當然係要不停咁去廁所囉！！原本仲諗住返工開OT，哈…點返呀？！成個人wing到不得了啦！好彩都取消左去唱K，唔係都係係度訓訓訓…對於取消唱K，我覺得都好對唔住Jaclyn，佢叫一齊去玩一個半日，不過另一個你多左口囉！唔知點解，我覺得唱K事件好似有d俾人出賣的感覺。雖然我知道你係唔知，但你的多口我係好介意囉！
遠離煩囂，靜靜地過一個寧靜的一天，我相信都係幾好！如果無考試，我一定會話知你決定請多幾日假去旅行，因為真係覺得好煩呀！！加上好疲累了，去义下電都幾好呀！五月初放完假後都再未放過假，好累了！！
今年係第二年係香港過，感覺係…好唔想！舊年唔去旅行都無咩特別，不過適逢今年發生左太多事，真係好想離開去走個轉。最起碼唔使為左食番餐飯都搞出咁多事出來。今年都食得太多，或許天父爸爸叫我又再學習安靜。唔再出聲同唔好食咁多會係幾好。由升職開始，我都肥左好多啦！！減肥減肥…
琴日返完團契食完飯，好開心咁落左去金鐘，同一個好朋友、一個跟我同年同月同日、仲要一齊叫做Mandy的好朋友一同慶生日，加埋同一班小學同學過左一個超級咁high的晚上，飲飲…飲到天光。好high呀！大家都好高興，不過飲得太多，無停過咁飲到成五點幾…死囉！！個頭好痛呀…仲有係訓唔到囉…仲有就當然係要不停咁去廁所囉！！原本仲諗住返工開OT，哈…點返呀？！成個人wing到不得了啦！好彩都取消左去唱K，唔係都係係度訓訓訓…對於取消唱K，我覺得都好對唔住Jaclyn，佢叫一齊去玩一個半日，不過另一個你多左口囉！唔知點解，我覺得唱K事件好似有d俾人出賣的感覺。雖然我知道你係唔知，但你的多口我係好介意囉！
遠離煩囂，靜靜地過一個寧靜的一天，我相信都係幾好！如果無考試，我一定會話知你決定請多幾日假去旅行，因為真係覺得好煩呀！！加上好疲累了，去义下電都幾好呀！五月初放完假後都再未放過假，好累了！！
星期五, 9月 11, 2009
Tired Friday
I really tired. Tired at work, tired to you, tired to myself also....why I really happy yesterday, but turns to upset and tired today. Suddenly I found the reports on my desk today...Ooh..ooh...dealine is the end of September. OMG !!
Seems many things happen. Seems I could not be handle, coz very tired. Winty asked me one question today: " Why you can still have so much engry in doing your work ??" Ooh...really ?? I doubt it. Actually, I really...really very tired. I really need to have my holidays. I want to have a good sleep. Good sleep means...I could sleep for over 10 hours...hahaha!! It seems a joke to me. I don't think it can / will happen to me. Even I got it, I don't think I can satisfy.
Happy lunch with Rosalind and Amanda today. Another happy things was Dora and Kinki join the lunch also. They show up today implied they still remember me.
I struggle to have change. Many plans on my mind. Which one is the best to me ?? But what's the meaning of THE BEST ?? You told me your decision is the best to both of us, is it correct ?? Is it my decision always wrong / inapporiate ?? Oh...I don't know !!
Today....I make a wish. I wish Wednesday will come soon.....I expect and wish this day comes to me a.s.a.p.
Seems many things happen. Seems I could not be handle, coz very tired. Winty asked me one question today: " Why you can still have so much engry in doing your work ??" Ooh...really ?? I doubt it. Actually, I really...really very tired. I really need to have my holidays. I want to have a good sleep. Good sleep means...I could sleep for over 10 hours...hahaha!! It seems a joke to me. I don't think it can / will happen to me. Even I got it, I don't think I can satisfy.
Happy lunch with Rosalind and Amanda today. Another happy things was Dora and Kinki join the lunch also. They show up today implied they still remember me.
I struggle to have change. Many plans on my mind. Which one is the best to me ?? But what's the meaning of THE BEST ?? You told me your decision is the best to both of us, is it correct ?? Is it my decision always wrong / inapporiate ?? Oh...I don't know !!
Today....I make a wish. I wish Wednesday will come soon.....I expect and wish this day comes to me a.s.a.p.
星期四, 9月 10, 2009
10092009
點解無端端又會打風架…唔制呀！放假又落雨，咁衰架！不過今個weekend又想返工，都無所謂…但感覺都唔係幾好！當然太大雨都係留在家中開心d，始終今時今日我開OT係無錢呀o麻！！嘻嘻…
琴晚好開心，BB五十週年聚餐開會，之後去左打邊爐…超正！！不過又食得多又飲得多…搞到個胃成晚都痛，好辛苦呀！！
其實，點解會咁架？！我覺得近來我好乖呀…我相信天父爸爸都會係咁覺得。禱告中又再次聽到聲音呼召，以前會覺得超正，不過近來聽到又覺得有d驚…驚係因為怕自己做得不足。好，努力努力先！！
好耐都無去諗下將來，其實將來會點樣呢？！嗯……由決定開始，一切都要從頭諗過。呀…你估下今次我又可以堅持幾耐呢？da da話我應該仲有一次，死囉…唔係呀o麻！？可能有其他野sidetrack左我，所以個人都定番好多，好彩係咁！唔係我就好危啦…嘻！
今日好想講一句︰"我reli好開心！" 唔知點解？！只係感覺係咁！好開心，明天rosalind同amanda同我去食餐好，雖然今年只可陪我食lunch，不過都係好開心！！唔知帶我去邊樹呢？
今日好混亂，思緒好混亂、感受又d亂、工作直頭好迷、個人就更加其實唔知做咩？哈哈…不過混亂得來係開心，係真係reli好開心，你話你有無試過會混亂得o黎係開心？！我都覺得好奇怪，所以都唔知自己今日想記低d咩事！？嗯…應該係痴左…哈哈！
well，究竟係點呢？花開花落，嗯…我公司的花就係咁！！將凋零的剪去無耐，估唔到咁快又開啦…好呀好呀！！哈哈…會唔會好似我assr咁講，向南風水好…所以大家都有運行…哈哈哈！！
早前無聊唔知羞一問，益力多供應商又出現左啦！！哈哈…好開心！總之早d問，咁可以飲多d啦…哈哈哈！！
後面仲有果兩大箱存貨都仲未再有時間決戰呀！死囉…今日又被人催啦！！嗯，今個星期唔返工都唔得啦！！慘慘慘！！
今個月好勁呀…我到今日為止，用左好少錢o乍！好叻呀！儲錢又多左，我個dream可以快d實現了！！
琴晚好開心，BB五十週年聚餐開會，之後去左打邊爐…超正！！不過又食得多又飲得多…搞到個胃成晚都痛，好辛苦呀！！
其實，點解會咁架？！我覺得近來我好乖呀…我相信天父爸爸都會係咁覺得。禱告中又再次聽到聲音呼召，以前會覺得超正，不過近來聽到又覺得有d驚…驚係因為怕自己做得不足。好，努力努力先！！
好耐都無去諗下將來，其實將來會點樣呢？！嗯……由決定開始，一切都要從頭諗過。呀…你估下今次我又可以堅持幾耐呢？da da話我應該仲有一次，死囉…唔係呀o麻！？可能有其他野sidetrack左我，所以個人都定番好多，好彩係咁！唔係我就好危啦…嘻！
今日好想講一句︰"我reli好開心！" 唔知點解？！只係感覺係咁！好開心，明天rosalind同amanda同我去食餐好，雖然今年只可陪我食lunch，不過都係好開心！！唔知帶我去邊樹呢？
今日好混亂，思緒好混亂、感受又d亂、工作直頭好迷、個人就更加其實唔知做咩？哈哈…不過混亂得來係開心，係真係reli好開心，你話你有無試過會混亂得o黎係開心？！我都覺得好奇怪，所以都唔知自己今日想記低d咩事！？嗯…應該係痴左…哈哈！
well，究竟係點呢？花開花落，嗯…我公司的花就係咁！！將凋零的剪去無耐，估唔到咁快又開啦…好呀好呀！！哈哈…會唔會好似我assr咁講，向南風水好…所以大家都有運行…哈哈哈！！
早前無聊唔知羞一問，益力多供應商又出現左啦！！哈哈…好開心！總之早d問，咁可以飲多d啦…哈哈哈！！
後面仲有果兩大箱存貨都仲未再有時間決戰呀！死囉…今日又被人催啦！！嗯，今個星期唔返工都唔得啦！！慘慘慘！！
今個月好勁呀…我到今日為止，用左好少錢o乍！好叻呀！儲錢又多左，我個dream可以快d實現了！！
星期三, 9月 09, 2009
My feeling
嗯....嗯....其實，我可唔可以做到下面文章所講的可愛天使呢？？要努力努力！雖然係兩個傻佬社工朋友中，我係一個專業社工…不過，未受訓練的專業人士的我卻遇到好大難題。經一事長一智，要努力先！朋友找我唔會覺煩，只怕佢唔同我講。滿招損、謙受益…今日又係腦海中出現左，同樣…要繼續努力先！由細到大的助祐銘，點解今日不停咁出現呢？
要問下天父爸爸先？！
要問下天父爸爸先？！
Good Passage
一對年輕的夫婦正在所租的小套房裡為著添購新家具的事情而鬧彆扭，女的口才犀利，男的剛毅木納，過沒多久作老公的就已處於挨轟的形勢。不一會兒，兩個人都嚷得精疲力盡，說不出話來，這時前幾分鐘一直被逼採低姿態的先生忽然開口了，他感慨地對他所愛的老婆說：「老婆，就算妳講得全都對，但為了辯贏我而毀掉一整個晚上的氣氛，值得嗎？」
「為了辯贏我而毀掉一整個晚上的氣氛，值得嗎？」雖是短短的幾個字，確是多麼值得我們這些講求「贏」為目的的現代人省思啊！
我很喜歡一句名言：「有時候你贏了，但其實你輸了！」可不是嗎？有時候你贏了面子，但其實你輸了感情；有時候你贏了口舌，但其實你輸了形象；有時候你贏了好處，但其實你輸了友誼.....
總之，有時候您看似贏了，實際上你卻輸了！
待人處事固然應該「據理」，但卻不一定要臉紅脖子粗地在那兒「力爭」！
理直氣「和」的態度絕對比理直氣「壯」更易為人所接受。
這世界上有四種人：
第一種人，沒有立場，不講道理，態度也不好；
第二種人，沒有立場，不講道理，態度卻很好；
第三種人，有自己的原則，也很會講理，但表達方式卻很「衝」；
第四種人，很有立場，很講道理，溝通方式也很溫和。
如果將這四種人各配上一個形容詞，我們可以說：
第一種人，是徹底的「可憐人」，因為他將一無所有；
第二種人，是鄉愿型的「濫好人」，因為他實在缺乏立場；
第三種人，是橫衝直撞的「機器人」，因為他雖然邏輯無礙，卻不懂與人相處的藝術。
第四種人，是「最可愛的人」，因為他們就是像天使一般。
在這個世界上，唯有成為「第四種人」，您才會是一個真正的贏家！ 在人際互動間，您會顧此失彼嗎？您常「看似贏了，但卻輸了」嗎？實在值得您深思咀嚼之。
「為了辯贏我而毀掉一整個晚上的氣氛，值得嗎？」雖是短短的幾個字，確是多麼值得我們這些講求「贏」為目的的現代人省思啊！
我很喜歡一句名言：「有時候你贏了，但其實你輸了！」可不是嗎？有時候你贏了面子，但其實你輸了感情；有時候你贏了口舌，但其實你輸了形象；有時候你贏了好處，但其實你輸了友誼.....
總之，有時候您看似贏了，實際上你卻輸了！
待人處事固然應該「據理」，但卻不一定要臉紅脖子粗地在那兒「力爭」！
理直氣「和」的態度絕對比理直氣「壯」更易為人所接受。
這世界上有四種人：
第一種人，沒有立場，不講道理，態度也不好；
第二種人，沒有立場，不講道理，態度卻很好；
第三種人，有自己的原則，也很會講理，但表達方式卻很「衝」；
第四種人，很有立場，很講道理，溝通方式也很溫和。
如果將這四種人各配上一個形容詞，我們可以說：
第一種人，是徹底的「可憐人」，因為他將一無所有；
第二種人，是鄉愿型的「濫好人」，因為他實在缺乏立場；
第三種人，是橫衝直撞的「機器人」，因為他雖然邏輯無礙，卻不懂與人相處的藝術。
第四種人，是「最可愛的人」，因為他們就是像天使一般。
在這個世界上，唯有成為「第四種人」，您才會是一個真正的贏家！ 在人際互動間，您會顧此失彼嗎？您常「看似贏了，但卻輸了」嗎？實在值得您深思咀嚼之。
星期五, 9月 04, 2009
好grey呀！
日子又過了，原來到最後仍是決定分開，咁既決定我相信我的朋友都會好開心，不過我地兩個都好似係咁。我終於都見到你會為左我唔開心，三年裡係我從來未見過。或者好似你咁講，你所付出其實好多，只係我無用心去看過同感受過。知道決定左就要繼續向前的各自的生活，或者好似我成日同人咁講，如果分開佢一樣會咁開心的話，咁其實我地這才是愛掛？哈…原來又係講好容易囉！做到呢？！永遠係最需要專心溫習的時候，這些無聊事都總是發生係我身上。要努力d先！？
琴日收到一隻complaint case，噢…too bad！！好彩老細話我無錯，佢會幫我解，但都總係唔係咁好！？半年都未夠，連電話都無法解釋過就收左隻complaint case！噢…no… 唔通真係無左你這個旺才係身邊？嗯…好彩大老細放緊大假，唔係有唔好的印象就唔係幾好啦！！不過，阿嫲都知道啦…因為佢係liaison officer。不過一係無complaint，一係就成層樓都收到幾個。winty今日又係收左隻，肥仔又一隻，連iris這個充足經驗的人都…噢…佢隻最杰呀！
最upset時點都想不到dickson會打電話俾我，哈哈…可能痴鬼左線的原故，我竟然咁直接就問左佢一條問題…哈哈哈…我都覺得我的勇氣好大好大好大呀！！點解我會咁唔知羞呢？！哈哈…不過我都係覺得好好好笑！但…都好多謝你的答案，我好欣慰呀！！不過唔知羞的一問，我又學習到的係原來人的喜好都會隨時間而改變，希望我與你都好快一齊走出這時間啦！
琴日收到一隻complaint case，噢…too bad！！好彩老細話我無錯，佢會幫我解，但都總係唔係咁好！？半年都未夠，連電話都無法解釋過就收左隻complaint case！噢…no… 唔通真係無左你這個旺才係身邊？嗯…好彩大老細放緊大假，唔係有唔好的印象就唔係幾好啦！！不過，阿嫲都知道啦…因為佢係liaison officer。不過一係無complaint，一係就成層樓都收到幾個。winty今日又係收左隻，肥仔又一隻，連iris這個充足經驗的人都…噢…佢隻最杰呀！
最upset時點都想不到dickson會打電話俾我，哈哈…可能痴鬼左線的原故，我竟然咁直接就問左佢一條問題…哈哈哈…我都覺得我的勇氣好大好大好大呀！！點解我會咁唔知羞呢？！哈哈…不過我都係覺得好好好笑！但…都好多謝你的答案，我好欣慰呀！！不過唔知羞的一問，我又學習到的係原來人的喜好都會隨時間而改變，希望我與你都好快一齊走出這時間啦！
星期三, 9月 02, 2009
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